:: CACS FOC'03 Grp 4 - Ragnaroc ::

on 2nd-5th july 2003, i made a grp of fun loving frenz. we are called ragnaroc...my very 1st grp of frenz dat i made in nus...during this camp, we had fun, sufferings(mj & not enough sleep) and worked together as a whole, to survive thru this period of 4 days and 3 nights. even going thru other orientation programs offered by other clubs in nus, the other frenz dat i made, are not as strong as our grp. today, we went out for a new yr eves eve outing for the second time. it really brings back the feelings of weekly outings we used to have when we are in yr 1. yes...we would meet up in nus area for a simple meal once per week. however, comes yr2...all of us are so busy dat we hardly even have a mass gathering once. for a period of time, i really thought dat is the end of our grp. also, many of us dun even bother to check our yahoo grp as often as before and did not post any msgs at all too. i really kinda missed the days where we would go in dere and make some noise everyday; complaining abt school work, sharing some funny sites, suaning some of them, trying to post a msg on a certain significant msg no. etc.

finally after 6months and 10days from my birthday, i received my birthday card from ragnaroc. this yr, i didnt receive any birthday cards at all...all my frenz juz send me emails, sms or presents to wish me happy birthday. therefore, they are the only group dat sent me a card...as i opened it out and going thru wat they wrote, my heart actually softens with my vision starting to turn foggy... i was touched... by all the comments they made...so nice and sweet dat it hurts... this yr is not really meant well for me actually, quite a couple of depressing events took place ard me; received the news of 2 close old fren passed away, found out a secret dat for kept from me for a long time, unintentionally got someone into trouble dat may ruin his future, my parents' health conditions are getting bad, bird flu dat affected my dad's biz, failed to obtain gd results, many things dat i aimed for didnt come true, nicoll highway, the tsunami etc. now i could only hope year 2005 would be a better year for me and able to solve all the problems dat i created...playing my part as a gd son and student...keep to all the promises dat i made to myself...do more gd deeds as possible...improve on my character...broaden my knowledge...


+ BL updated @ 1:02 AM

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