:: A great day ::

today, i went out with a group of 21 ppl and we had a meaningful dinner, becoz it's the birthday celebration of 3 of them. have i yet to see most of them for a couple of months already, even a few dat we have yet to meet for 1 yr plus and some new faces. yes...they are all from my poly cca (spsu), going out with them sorta rekindle back in the gd old days where we would surely meet at clubroom after our lesson. we would play carrom, chit chat and even play planks on each other. then we will wait till the security come to chase us out of the clubroom at 8 pm and we will all migrate to a coffeeshop in clementi to settle our dinner. again, we will stay till 10pm and willing to go home. once we reached home, we will wash up and then log on to mirc to chat again till 2am+. this is the routine dat many of us will follow everyday during term time, dat's y many of them ended up staying in sp for more than 3 years and even to 5 years. i am considered the most blessed one, despite all these activities, i can still survive and make to wat i am in here. often i am considered as the smart one among them but i am also one of the laziest. even till today, i am still rather lazy in my school work. skipping lectures, refused to do tutorial and only study when tests and exams is near.

honestly , i have been telling myself to be hardworking so many times dat i couldnt keep track . however, i am still the same old me again in the end, perharps i have been too easy to myself already. i know i have to put a stop to this and this time i will promise myself dat i will do my best in my studies for my next few semsters to come.

to me, the best grp of frenz are made in spsu of my poly and my dearest OG, Orion. as for uni, my best grp of frenz are afterall OG grp4, ragnaroc. sadly speaking, i have alot of frenz appearing in my life and many r very close to me, but till today i have yet to find one dat i can tell him/her everything. i am blessed with a slightly better memory than many ppl, provided that i activates it and i have been storing all my memories deep within myself. i really wanna find someone dat i can entrust part or even all my valuable memories to. once in a while, a few suitable candidates appeared but after a while, they left too. so if u have receive a story of mine dat i have told no one b4, then maybe u r 1 of the suitable ones. i shall not sigh is always wat i tell myself...all i can do now is to wait...at least, i got sentimental songs to accompany me and instrumental music for me to fill in my story. no matter how bad mood i get, i will surely recover after a nap. if i cant get a nap, i will like to go to high places to see how big the world is and make me feel dat my problem is actually so small to this world. alternatively, i will choose to walk long distances for a couple of hrs and i will too tired to think so much. very often, i will also drink alot of water to wash away my sorrows...if u observe all my healing methods, they actually heals me both physically and mentally: catching a nap helps for my body to recover and recharges my mind.
going to higher grounds will help me to get fresher air and smoothes my soul.
walking long distance will keep my body fit and prevent me to think the wrong things. this also allows me to sleep easier later.
drinking lotsa water helps to clean my body and helps to flush down the tight feeling dat gathered around my chest.

i would say dat if i dun have all these healings methods, i would have given up hope in life. rarely, i would choose a fren to pour everything out and it did happen b4. not dat i dun trust my frenz, but i felt dat all these are rather personal and the best person is to it is myself. if u happened to be such a person where i can pour everything out to, then u must be a special fren to me and i hope dat i can be able to take wat u need to pour out some day.

haha...today is really a great day to me. is really is...though not all my best buddies in spsu turned up...spsu frenz, though i did not meet u all up often but i have not forgetten abt u all. currently, i got a greater duty to accomplish...i will surely take my time out during the holidays... :)


+ BL updated @ 1:53 AM

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