:: Blackout again? so soon? ::

oh no...pgpr has blackout again juz after 1 night of peace. currently, the current has yet to return back to my room. So i'm camping in biz area with my beloved lappy and some blood-fetish creatures. this area is sure cold. i cant on my music, coz this lappy dun have any mp3s. my eyes r closing on me soon, coz i wake up 5am this morning to make almond chocolate jelly for my csc frenz. here is very quiet and still, dat i know how cars passed by me.

it's been so long ever i had this kind of feeling as in, sitting at a void deck, with nothing to worry abt. so much peace dat i would find with no spinning sound of the ceiling fan, no music from my speakers, with no assignment to do etc. so carefree, felt so free and with inner peace achieved. this feeling maybe boring but i can feel dat my mind is very clear. i felt so sleepy but a force is keeping me awake to stay in here. a force dat goes me motivation to drive myself. a force dat is very nearby and i'm been waiting for...the force dat gives me strength to go on...

okay...think i went too deep in depth into my inner thoughts again, dat dun think many could understand. in short, i wanna say is, in life no matter wat u do, u muz find it meaningful and worthwhile to get the best out of it.


+ BL updated @ 10:56 PM

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