:: Hi-low day... ::

oh goosh...i was supposed to go down to visit my cousin today...but, as usual, i woke up late... in the end, my mum visited her on my behalf... immediately after i woke up, i called my mum to check on my cousin's condition. as i expected, sounds of tears and sorrow were heard...my cousin was unable to clear her urine and bowels, coz the tumor has enlarged and obstructed her intestines. So the doctors have actually added a urine bag from her liver, for her to clear her waste. i believe it is considered a blessing for me to miss the appointment, else i cant be able to give her the supports dat she needs... maybe i'll need to sort out my mood for 1-2 days, b4 i go down to visit her...

instead i went to down to cac bash to lighten my mood abit. yup...i was glad dat i went.., it gave me the chance to clear my mind for a while. i have to go coz i promised Perry to down and at the same time, enjoy the dance each group has prepared for us. maybe it's becoz i enjoy seeing mass dance since young...keke... Perry and i felt pity for a grp which is the best but in the end, they din get to win... for a moment after the bash, i was alone...and the thoughts of my cousin came back to me...i nearly wanna walk my way home from orchard, but ended up joining some of the csc 2005 grp 2 members for a bowling match... even though i was always 1 of the bottom few rank, it was still enjoyable for me... hey, u cant expect someone who has not play bowling for 11 yrs to do dat well... i am glad even when i'm blogging at this moment... though they din know of anything or do much for me... i was contented...

frenz, do not worry abt me...keke...i will be alright after a nap or a long walk...it works for me so far and it will continue working for me... also, thankz for all ur concerns...

"I may have a weak and feeble mind, but i have my strong thoughts and workable methods to lead my life." - bryan lee...

+ BL updated @ 5:23 AM

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