:: Traumatizing... ::

today after can project collection, i joined a few grp2 members to look for Perry at Toa Payoh. he was doing some sales of scented candles in conjuction as part of an event for his gen acts camp. the sales is to recover for the $70 camp fees (takai desu yo!) dat they each have to pay for the camp... therefore, going down to support him can as least lighten the camp fee for them. since friday, i was not been feeling well due to lack of sleep, while making an handicraft. yup...sometimes, i will make handicrafts and they are kinda like puzzles to me...it really feels very gd after u managed to make them out nicely...though there are many failures in between... i think my condition got much worst after staying at the extremely cold macdonald dere, while waiting for Perry to be ready for dinner. also, 1 of his fren joined us too (i think i was too tired to recall his name)... but i think i was rather rude and anti-social to him (ya..i know...i'm feeling quite bad...), becoz i was really not in gd conditions... in the end, i only ate half of the food dat i ordered, but drank quite alot of water...

after the dinner when Perry and his fren left, i remembered dat i need cotton wool for my handicraft. hence, i proposed to the rest to hunt it with me... in the process, i can feel the high tide within my bladder and i went to the nearest toilet i can find. while walking into the toilet, a man at abt late 30s caught my attention as he was standing still infront of the mirror. thru the mirror, i can see him smiling at me. as i din wear my specs, i looked at him a little longer, in case he happened to be 1 of my relatives... in the end, he is juz a stranger... so i ignored him and headed straight to the urinal. at the same time, the movement of dat man caught my attention... he went to the urinal on my left and i sensed something wrong is going to happen to me... yup, my hunch was right... dat man kept looking at my *u know where*, while i see some funny movements inside his urinal from my side view of my eye. my heart seems to beat faster and i was totally traumatized! seems dat i have drank too much water and regret it very much... every sec seems like ages to me... i can feel a few ppl done with their detoxication and left... i'm more worried dat only me and him will be left inside the toilet... i kept my head and eyes down all the time, while stealing some peeps to see what dat fellow is doing. yesh...his eyes were still on me with a cheeky smile and i can see the funny movements inside his urinal. then i noticed dat he was not peeing at all!! he kept his body very close to the urinal, revealing a small part of opening towards my side... i know dat he has bad motives on me, i felt sick even more and want to leave dat place very much... but my bladder juz have too much water to clear... finally at last, i was done... i quickly went to wash my hands and left the toilet like a bullet... i wanna go to find Perry but noticed his booth was too far away... in the end, i got lost in Toa Payoh central... after calming myself down and i tried to recall the landmarks dat i came across juz now... regreting for juz following the crowd earlier... at last, i saw watsons and rushed in to find the rest of grp2 members...wat a relief~! my alertness was activated to the max afterdat and nearly 4got abt my fever and cough... as soon as i managed to buy the cotton wool, we headed straight home... all the way, i kept looking ard, in case dat person turned out to be a stalker too... home seems to be the place i missed so much... phew~! sick~! sian~! traumatized~!

+ BL updated @ 3:32 AM

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