:: The smiling moon... ::

for the past 2 nights, i always been seeing the moon dat seems to be form a smiling mouth... i can vividly remember the last time i saw it on my birthday last yr... it was the only birthday dat i spent it all by myself in recent yrs... i guess it is the most alonely one dat i ever spend in my life... becoz i was resting inside pgp to recover from ethelonter camp 2004... yup, i spent the whole day sleeping inside my rm and only woke up at nite... on my way back home, i gazed upon the moon & it was the 1st time i ever see the moon dat seems to be smiling at me... i thought to myself dat the moon knows it was my birthday and so it decided to give me a smile... when i reached home, no one in my family remembers it was my birthday at all. well... i was not surprise at all, coz no one in my family actually bothers abt birthday... sometimes my mother will mention something when my brother's birthday is near, my brother will remind me of my dad and mother birthday, my step-mother will surely celebrate my sister's birthday... as for mine, i am not sure... well... it never really bother me at all, after all i already received my birthday greetings from the moon already and it's the best birthday present i received too... :)

I would say my birthday this yr is one of the best after my 21st birthday... my 21st birthday was the best, nearly 100 of my frenz from secondary sch and poly(yup...frenz from all the clubs dat i joined except my 1st one) came for the BBQ dat i organised. my 22nd birthday were spent in outfield, everyone was too tired to bother. my 23rd birthday was spent during my army unit company celebration, my oc announced all the june babies in my company but 4got to list me out... as we were singing the birthday song to them, i was very depressed but yet have to act normally. some of the specs who know abt my birthday, actually came to ask me after the celebration. my response was to put it off with a smile and act normally. keke...the gd thing was my oc found it out later and asked my company 2ic to apologise to me, in return i got some leave out from it. well, this yr... i spent it inside the Ethelonter camp 2005...almost all the OCs came to sing me a birthday song and i get to eat a chocolate cake... dat's not all yet, they even prepared 105 water bombs to throw at me during sentosa day... keke... so if u ever think dat ur birthday is not spent gd enough, well...at least...hopefully it shouldnt be as bad as mine... :)

well... i guess only near june & july period, i can get to see the smiling moon again... seeing the smiling moon will remind me of this song below... pls enjoy... :) listening to this song has made my heart teared with smile on my face for quite a couple of times b4... a bitter-sweet song...

离人
歌手名称：林志炫 词曲：作词:厉曼婷 作曲:何家文 编曲:林庭逸 韩贤光

银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯 悬在绒绒的天上
你的心事三三俩俩蓝蓝 停在我幽幽心上
你说情到深处人怎能不孤独 爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚
我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅 离人放逐到边界
彷彿走入第五个季 节昼夜乱了和谐 潮氾任性涨退
字典里没有春天 离人挥霍着眼泪 回避还在眼前的离别
你不敢想明天 我不肯说再见
有人说 一次告别天上就会有颗星又熄灭

taken from : http://www.yemusic.com/showgeci.asp?Lyricid=A59F85FE61D3

+ BL updated @ 10:41 PM

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