I dreamed of this last night... after i woke up... several thoughts cloud my mind...
-dream- It was the last night at a chalet, everyone left except for me & another fren will be checking out the next day...
Something cropped up for him & he needs to handle it... so he left & promised that he will be back...
After a long wait, i noticed dat it was getting rather late & he was not contactable via handphone...
I thought dat he might haf played me out & i dozed off in the living room as i wait...
The morning came and i woke up... i checked my handphone...
To my disappointment there's no messages from him...
Next i went to the open the door and to my surprise, he sat down there alone by himself shivering... he said dat he's feeling very cold & hungry...
I asked, why didn't he wake me up...
He replied, becoz he came back pretty late, knew dat i'm very tired and dun want to disturb me...
My heart softened totally & loss for words... & pat on his shoulder with a smile... -end of dream-
When i woke up, i felt really bad for my actions in the dream... but fortunately, it is only a dream...
i blame the me inside the dream for doubting the fren... i should be worried abt my fren's safety when he is not contactable... yet i chose to wait till i dozed off...
the fren in the dream... volunteered to stay with me while the rest left... & put my comfort at his own expense... he is indeed a worthy fren...
Putting dreams aside, dat fren is some1 dat i know i can trust alot in real life..
I must be silly to get depress over a dream... but if it really happens to me in real life... i don't think i'll be able to forgive myself...
This dream kinda reminded me of 2 chalet sessions; last month & 3yrs back...
coz it happened at the same place... the layout is the same chalet i went last month... while a similar incident happened 3yrs back
i might haf reacted this way in the dream coz on the last night, a ger was supposed to come back to stay over the last night with another fren & me... we trust dat she will be back, coz she left a set of clothes at the chalet...
when it got late, she was totally not contactable via handphone... we got worried abt her & even tried to contact her boyfriend... as we knew dat she was out with her boyfren...
without much leads, we all gave up... coz none of us know where she lives... plus she's with her boyfren... if they r in trouble, either 1 of them could easily contact us...
the next day, we saw her online in the game... so we knew dat she's safe... she also didn't bother to explain anything for her act... she was already an adult yet behave in such manner..
it was quite an irresponsible act to commit... coz she really got us worried abt her...
